looking for a safe place | 2009-03-21

i'm gloomy.

not really depressed......
not really sad.....

just....blasé.
just....meh.

gloomy.

i miss people i should not be missing.
i miss places i should not be missing.
i miss things i should not be missing.

i should not be feeling like this.
i hate feeling like this.

i know why i feel like this, and i wish it would just go away. i wish you would just go away.

i want to have it all erased from my memory, like in eternal sunshine.

all of it.
all of you.

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