life is wrong | 2009-10-26

i don't want to be here any longer.

i am so tempted to just pack everything up, fit what little i actually need in a car, and drive back west.

there is nothing here for me.
this place is such a dead-end.

i knew this right from the start, nothing ever changes here. i just thought that familiarity with everything would help me in my healing somehow.

that was just wishful thinking.
being here has helped as much, or as little, as it possibly could.

it has run it's course.
and then some.

i've got to get out of here.

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